the very first time

alright, so first blog entry!

i dont have a lot of free time usually so someone might have to kick my ass to keep on this.

i have been changing so rapidly as a person it's hard even for myself to keep up.

i would like this to be a place for me, and everyone else to reflect on life changes, philosophy and other mindblowing stuff thats going on in the world around us without us noticing!!

im going to post something i wrote at work one day, and posted as a facebook note:

Seeing people at their best, and also most vulnerable has changed my outlook on life.

People spend so much time worrying what other people think of them instead of just trying every day to be the best and most loving person they can be.

Life is too short for grudges and feuds. I have learned to see the good in people I would have never chosen to be around before. People some would find annoying or too intense, people some would consider too dull or stupid, and all kinds of other people. I'm starting to be able to look at people, acknowledge the "flaws" but look past them to see the person they really are and what they have to offer. I'm beginning to be more patient with myself too, and able to see good qualities in myself, and ones I'd like to work on. I'm not so bold, or brazen as I used to be, and often feel shy and awkward. It's like I'm growing up, but properly this time, and unimpeded. I wouldn't change the choices I've made or the way my life has gone, because it's made me the woman I am today, and oh what a ride my life has been! I'm falling in love with this new woman I'm becoming, and I feel such a sense of purpose in my life. I have so many people to thank!

The universe knows it's "go-time" and it's dragging me right along with it. The world is changing and things are happening and I can feel it! :)

I'm hoping that the universe, and all the wonderful people in my life can see the stronger person I've started to become, and that maybe I can inspire a person or two to take a closer look at who they are, and who they want to be. 

Thank you to everyone who has made a difference in my life, and everyone who has ever loved me, even if only for a single moment!

-Dawn